Nothing brings to mind the meaning and passing of time quite like the flipping of the calendar. When a new year dawns, I feel mortal and hopeful. I feel the blinding rush of the passing years and the buoyant hope of another chance to get it right.
Living ain’t easy when you’re dyin
Hope floats. That’s what they say.
So does the rubbish of regret and remorse.
It takes intention, effort, and the willingness to forgive yourself and others to scoop up the scum of shattered dreams, broken promises, and utter failure and bury it in the past, where it belongs.
In the gospel of Luke, chapter nine, Jesus tells a man to follow Him (become His disciple). The man says that he will become a follower of Christ but only after he buries his father.
In what sounds like a harsh and perhaps heartless rebuke, Jesus responds, “Let the dead bury their dead. You go and proclaim the gospel.”
Based on what we know about the Jewish culture of the day, it is possible the man’s father was nowhere near death. It is likely the man was arguing that he needed to stick around and keep doing the things he had always done until his father passed. There was an inheritance to consider and all that.
Then, when Dad is gone, he reasoned, he would be freer to follow Christ with fewer encumbrances. He was essentially putting his life and his life’s calling on hold so he could dwell under death’s shadow.
It is impossible to commit to the fullness, freedom, and joy of life when you are dragging around yesterday’s corpse.
Everything changes and nothing ever does.
“The more things change, the more they stay the same.”
It is easy to become cynical and fatalistic, isn’t it?
It is easy to think, “Nothing ever changes around here. Same ol’ same ol’. Why bother?”
Ecclesiastes is King Solomon’s pessimistic view of life “under the sun”. That phrase – “under the sun” – recurs again and again in the book, reminding us of Solomon’s chosen viewpoint.
It’s like Solomon is saying to the Lord, “Hey, God, I know what You say about hope and love and all of that, but from down here, things don’t look so good.”
It’s like the author is saying to the reader, “Hey, folks. I get it. The whole thing feels pointless.”
But then you get near the end of the wise king’s little book and the tone begins to lighten somewhat, the clouds clear, and you see where he is going with it…
Solomon says don’t wait until everything is just right. If you do, you will never do what you meant to do. Kind of sounds like Jesus’ advice to the dude who wanted to hang around and see what happened with Dad, doesn’t it?
Solomon also reminds us not to be too destroyed by failures or thump our chests too much over victory.
“It’s all meaningless,” he says.
I once wrote, “In the grand scheme of things, we have no idea how grand the scheme of things is”
That’s a fact.
It’s about time…
Wait! No, it isn’t. It’s about time we realize it’s not about time at all. It’s about eternity. It’s about the grand scheme, the big picture.
How we spend – or, rather, invest – our time matters, even more, when you consider the shortness of your time here and the endlessness of eternity.
That is Solomon’s conclusion in Ecclesiastes, too. He concludes by writing, “Fear God and keep his commandments.”
But what about the failures of 2020 or 2010 or 2000 or…?
King David has the answer to that.
Solomon’s old man could stake his own claim to wisdom. He also indulged more than his share of failures, ranging from adultery to murder by official mandate. He was King David, the man after God’s own heart.
David wrote about and relished the hope of divine forgiveness in Psalm 103:12…
As far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our transgressions from us.
So, it’s a new year. Big deal!
Yes! Yes, it is. A new year. And a big deal. Time is a tyrant and a teacher, a foe and a friend, a beginning and an end. Embrace the new day, the new year, the fresh start, the clean slate. Make it yours and make the most of it.
Even in his lamentations, Solomon embraced this kind of hope…